This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!
Well i am single once again as the girl i was seeing decided she wanted too sell crack to make some quick cash!That was last week,& i havent bothered to call & see how's she's doing,i know how she's doing & what she's doing=crack heads don't change overnight.I knew she would go back to useing because she was getting very bitchy & trying to start a fight so she could justify her useing-i didn't buy into that & told her to go ahead if thats what she wanted & sure enough,it was.I am a coke,heroin & speed addict with 3 yrs clean time in & cannot allow ANYONE or ANYTHING put my sobriety in jepardy.I am HIV+ & so i smoke pot to help with my eating & nasea,as well as to help me relax & it puts me into a better frame of mind.If injesting alittle weed now & then raises my quality of life,well,i'm in like flynn!& it does,just ask any cancer patient,or anyone that is sick & dyeing a slow & painfull death can attest that weed does indeed,ease side effects of toxic drugs we have to take to kill cancer or HIV virus.Its also used alot to aid peoples eating,as when U R on toxic meds,you often have nasea & simply dont feel like eating.Smoke a J & wait 1/2hr & then you might be able to keep something down,u hope.sometimes i have to smoke a couple of them to kick in the munchies.Guess it depends on how good your product is eh? Living with HIV can be hard at the best of times.You have to change your whole lifestyle if yu expect to live for awhile.Eating healthy is a must.Complimentry therapies are also good to help you win the war against cancer or HIV.At this time the ave life expectency is 24 urs after diagnoses,with some advancing alot faster then others. I find that dateing is almost impossable when your poz.You have to change so much,lifestyle,diet,your outlook on life changes as well.I have learned to apreciate the smaller things in life & don't sweat the bigger stuff,i give all my problems over to the lord & just trust in him & his son.Your faith is tested bigtime.You keep hoping that maybe they will find a cure in time,or another pill that will extend your life for another day,month,year! You try & keep up to date on the newest treatments,newest meds that are under developement,& anything else that might help you in your battle with cancer or hiv or whatever disease it is that is putting your life at risk.Then there's all those "green tea cures" or cures of some type or other.For along time the south african Gov. told their peoples to eat beetroot & lemons to keep the HIV virus at bay.Another president says he has the cure,& its only available on certain days of the week.You have to wade through all the garbage information,of which their are TONS,& just trying to find the stuff thats legit is aq battle initself!Theres so many websites out there now,all trying & vieing for your $$$$ & most have charges to join or will hit you with some sort of bill sooner or later. Another thing that happens is you begin to question your religeon.As your slowly dyeing you want to make sure that your in the right one eh?But just which of the religeons is right?I have studied with Jehova Wittnes's,&Mormons, in the last 2 yrs.I have also read alittle of the Koran & have read about Buddism.I still don't know what one is the right one.I think they all have some good points as well as bad points.I think i am a christian,as i really think that the bible is an accurate picture of history.It seems as time goes on more & more findings reveal the truth,& that the bible is history of man.& GOD.The thing is this...who decided just what scriptures to add?what about the ones that were NOT included??where are they?what ones are they by?We have 4 books out of a possable 12.Where are the other apostles writings?& just what religeons where around at the time of Christ?I know he read from the Old testament,at least i think he did.Did he NOT quote from the old testament when he was tested by satan?Yeppers 3 times he did. So ,with the hundreds of religeons,cults,sects,& other organizations ,what ones are good & what ones are not so good?Wiccan is another one,i know someone that is a wiccan & they are one of the nicest persons i have ever had the honour & privilidge to meet,& if all these profess Love & kindness,why then are there so many conflicts in so many places?there are aprox 120 wars going on right now in the world.Thats far too many!& nation shall rise against nation comes to mind outta the revelation i think it is.Its almost certain that we are living in what the Bible calls=End Times!!Floods,famines,locusts,wars & rumours of wars,earthquakes,sunami's,hurricanes,tornadoes.Its all there & we are going through everyone of them.& its only supposed to get worse as it gets closer to that final war,Armeggeddon.The war to end all wars!God himself is supposed to be in this one!Well,today looks nice & sunny out & i think i'm going for a stroll.My blogging has gotten way too serious lately with all this talk of End times stuff.I think about this stuff so thats why is blog about it all.I dont hold much back as you are probably already aware of eh folks?Well i wish you all a very good day,& respect yourselves enough that you will pass on stickin a needle into your arm,or taking the drink to help you calm your nerves.Ahh i'll just do 1!!I have heard that so many times!!OK well Peace n Love NOT Wars n Walls eh folks!!
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