Thursday, December 11, 2008

Christmas Hard on Most PLWHA -Life N Loss,but Keep the Faith~
















This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!So it has come upon us with alot of snow & cold tempsChristmas this yr. will be hard for me as i have lost mom,cory,dad,bro,gramps,aunt marg,rob woodbury,& many friends & aqaintences along my travels,& its at this time of yr when i seem to miss them the most.Christmas is NOT aboot getting presents & gifts.Its about Jesus Christ being born this day (born on a dif day)& christians are supposed to remember that he died for us.As adam brang death to men,so Jesus will bring Life to men,AMEN!!!I went to the x-mas meal at the salvation army,& met & said merry Christmas & thanks for all of his family's help.He smiled when i mentioned my mom,a good memory mayhap?I was in a good mood walkin down-i got to see a couple pf friends & wished them a happy x-mas.I thought i would cancel xmas as i have no where to go really.oh,we are going to go to the Toronto PHA Christmas Party & i am going to get my card to buy from cannibis clubs,&,May even get my legal med weed application filled~!To be able to be legal is something i have been working on for a very long time now!!!I also met Anne from Cameroon,& she seems like a very nice girl.K folks PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH!!!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Raided By Police-Living in Fear Now+ Stress of Trial Comeing UP!






This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!So ya,"get out of this city"was the first thing my lawyer Mr Buttazoni told me after my aquittal on my Murder 2 Charges in 98.But,Stupid me don't listen!& last week i was raided & terrorized by sudbury's finest!Trashing my place after i showed them where everything i had was at is abuse of power.Telling me that i would get out on a form 19 was an outright lie,knew it wouldn't happen & i prayed that GOD could get me out somehow,as i hadn't had the chance to call a lawyer from the night before.duty council represented me & i managed to make bail on a 1,200 no deposit surety & my own signature.WOOT!WOOT!Being HIV+ & an epileptic that has been seizure free for 4 yrs now with the help of weed,i find it offencive that i am being treated like a criminal for useing something that makes my living standard alot better & more bearable.Helps to eat or i just wouldnt eat at all!helps me to relax,=less stress = long life!much stress=short life!SIMPLE enough eh folks?Goverment needs to make this legal & easier access to this as well for those of us that R sick n slowly living to the change,passing,doorway,tunnel or DEATH,as most folks say it.But its not a death at all,but a transition,a step up,closer to our GOD!GOD loves us all,& his will be done i pray this day eh!PEACE,LOVE &HAPPINESS FOLKS!!!

Friday, August 15, 2008

Rapeing Virgens Will NOT CURE ANYTHING!!!

This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!Virgin cleansing—the belief that people who have a sexually transmitted disease can rid themselves of the condition by transferring the infective organism by having sexual intercourse with a virgin—has been discussed in The Lancet in relation to HIV/AIDS. The practice was first reported in the 16th century in relation to syphilis and gonorrhoea in Europe. Although the prevalence of virgin cleansing is unclear, accounts of the belief are reported from sub-Saharan Africa, Asia, Europe, and the Americas. We have identified a variation of this practice in our Global Survey on HIV/AIDS and Disability that warrants attention—“virgin rape” of individuals with disability, by people who believe themselves positive for HIV. Although the evidence for virgin rape of infants and young children has been debated, we have identified numerous reports of rape of individuals who are blind, deaf, physically impaired, intellectually disabled, or who have mental-health disabilities. The belief that sex with an individual who is disabled can rid one of a sexually transmitted disease is an old one. According to Smith, brothels in Victorian England were “stocked with intellectually disabled ‘virgins’ because it was believed that a syphilitic man could lose the infection by having sex with them”. Individuals with disability are presumably at risk both because they are, incorrectly, often assumed to be sexually inactive, hence virgins, and because they might be easy targets. Even before the advent of AIDS, women and men with disability suffered an equal, or up to three times greater, risk of rape by a stranger or acquaintance, than their non-disabled peers. Many individuals with disability are physically vulnerable. Some must relegate part or all of their care to attendants, family members, or others, or live in institutions; situations in which abuse is rife worldwide. Additionally some researchers argue that individuals with disability are often psychologically vulnerable. Nosek et al, for example, suggest that overprotection and internalised societal expectations make women with disability more vulnerable to psychological pressure for sex and intimacy. Womendez and Schneiderman note that young disabled individuals have few opportunities to learn to set boundaries for physical contact. Studies from the UK report that men with intellectual disabilities who live in the community are often pressured into having sex with non-disabled men whom they meet in public toilets; participating because they are lonely and anxious to please their new supposed friends. A variation of this practice has been reported by six women with disabilities from southern Europe and North America who responded to our survey with reports that they had slept with men from Africa and south Asia. These women believed they were in long-term relationships, but stated they later learned that the relationships had been started because their partners assumed them to be virgins, capable of ridding them of their infection. The men did not inform the women of their HIV status and abandoned them once these women began to show symptoms of infection with the virus. Individuals with disability are also at increased risk of virgin rape because of a lack of legal protection. Police, lawyers, judges, and even rape-crisis counsellors often have no knowledge of how to help people with a disability. Officials often dismiss individuals with disability who report rape, assuming them to be confused or victims of a misunderstanding. In many countries, people with disability are not allowed to submit police reports, take oaths, or give testimony in court. Police stations and courts are often inaccessible, lacking sign-language interpreters, ramps, and support systems for individuals with intellectual impairments or mental-health disabilities. Because of these barriers, reporting of sexual abuse by individuals with disability is infrequent, and perpetrators can expect to go unpunished. Low rates of reporting not only have legal implications but can mean that potential antiretroviral prophylaxis is not made available to disabled men and women. Although no epidemiological data are available, interviews with disability advocates and service providers, as well as a review of published reports, found reports of virgin rape of disabled individuals in association with HIV/AIDS in 14 of the 21 countries reviewed. Moreover, in 12 of those 14 countries, from sub-Saharan Africa, south and southeast Asia, North America, and Europe, more and more such rapes have been reported over the past 5 years. For example, the Downs Syndrome Association of South Africa reports this problem as now being a serious concern among the young people with whom they work. Additionally, field studies in conjunction with our survey elicited many personal accounts of this practice. A wheelchair user from southern Africa, for instance, reported being raped three times within a month by men in her neighbourhood who believed themselves HIV positive. The woman interviewed stated that several disabled women in her township had experienced similar assaults. Research is needed to ascertain how widespread the problem of virgin rape is among people with disabilities, and what legal, social, and medical interventions can be implemented. Training is needed for medical personnel, police, and judges to make them aware of the issue and more knowledgeable about how to serve individuals with disabilities. Educational campaigns are also needed to inform individuals with disabilities and their families about the risk, and to debunk the myth of virgin cleansing within the general population. Authors:1. Nora Ellen Groce 2. Reshma Trasi

Monday, August 11, 2008

while i sit & type-Legal WEED= no debt!=+healthcare & education for all!






This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!As i sit here typing i am also watching the olympic games,& wish that this spirit would be worldwide.Peoples gathering to be at their best,while the war's just continue with all their unrest,Y does man act this way?Money & greed the answer today,killing his brother come wat may,while the oil bubbles n spurts away,like so many soldiers killed today,how can we stop this madness U cry?IS IT ALL A BIG LIE?PEACE N LOVE THE ANSWER'S B,WILL WE STOP THIS INSANITY?TO love one another was the comand,that Jesus gave to all in the land,so WTF?Ya ok so this is my try at being a poet guy,while i sit & type all of this hype,death has come & gone,taken those to the beyound.All while i sit & type how many will die?will die tonight?Shitty buzz & this is not right!ok well practice safe sex fellow PHA warrior's!WEED needs to be legalized & taxed,monies going to healthcare ,education & defence offence & any other fence that needs fixin!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Brothers Still NOT talking,Missin Mom,Life Goes ON.



This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!so ya the weather this summer hasnt gone above 30c so far-July23 today,& we have got alot of rain!My A/C hasnt been on too much.Looks like i paid 40 bucks for naught.I miss mom,dad & cory & doug.Death is never easy to deal with.They should try & prepare u for that kind of event in your life.On & on a blog,never really knowing where its going to take me.\\\\\\\\\\\\\too a far-off p[lanet run by female warrior's!Or just a normal woman .Nways i am evertired & not making sence anymorezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,k folks PEACE,LOVE & HAPOPINESS TO YOU & yours eh!PEACE OUT!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

KADR FACING JUSTICE?=TORTURE & REPEATEDLY INTEROGATED!!












This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!So ya we have gotten alot of rain & this has put behind the berry season by 2 weeks!tHE OTHER day My KADR is still awaiting trial & has been incarcerated for 6 yrs already!He was a young teen when he first arived at guantanamo,now he is a man.ME thinks MR HARPER has allowed this to go on for wat far too long!This KADR has recieved the SHIT end of the stick!Is this what we are fighting for?the freedom to be tortured,arrested & held without bail,or a trial!SHAME ON THE USA FOR THIS & MANY OTHER TERRORISTS ACTS!THE US HAS BECOME WHAT THEY FIGHT-TERRORISTS!\aSK ANY Iraqi person that has lost a son,home,everything what do they think of the USA now?The look upon the USA as occupyers,holding the Iraqi peoples under thumb n fist!watever happened to all the rebuilding efforts & the billions sent for that>?k folks ttyl,GODBLESS U ALL & KEEP SAFE N GO WITH GOD!!!!

Friday, May 23, 2008

OAN LEADERSHIP TRAINING PROGRAM for PHA's in ONT. Facing CUTS!!!




So ya we must not allow the HARPER GOV to proceed with his proposed funding cuts to Aids Service org. Across Canada!Break your silence now!Create your Front Lines of ATTACK on HIV-AIDs TODAY,BY BLOGS,VLOGS,& VIDEO'S 2!OR START A DAILY DIARY TELLING FOLKS WHAT ITS LIKE TO LIVE WITH THIS VIRUS ON A DAILY BASIS~!!!


This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!SO START YOUR ATTACKS TODAY WITH BLOGS-VLOGS-VIDEO'S-WEBPAGES-WEBSITES-PICTURES-POWERPOINT PRESENTATIONS -SCREAM N YELL IF U HAVE TO!!!BUT GET THE WORD OUT TO GET TESTED FOR STD'S TODAY!!!KNOW YOUR STATUS!!!!

Att:ALL PHA'S ,START YOUR ATTACK TODAY!!!

This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!Create your "front line of attack"on HIV-AIDs by starting websites,joining public sites such as facebook,blogging at blogger,& theres many other great sites for HIV+ peoples such as HIVTRIBE.COM .Tribe is a group of stuff like depression,addiction,& welcomes all who suffer from any of the aforementioned symptoms.My son is heartbroken as his GF left him & got preggers with his bud.Kinda makes me worry as i have been there before & know how it feels i am hoping he wont turn to the same shit i did to escape reality.I spent too long in the world of addiction,& dont want to go back to that ever again thanks!So today is overcast yet again,with only 1 day this week rising above 20c !Been a cool spring i would say.It certanly was one of the harshest winters i can remember in awhile.Well thats all for today except that i miss my family alot.i bid thee farewell & GODBLESS U & Keep U safe in your Journey's folks!!!

Att:ALL PHA'S ,START YOUR ATTACK TODAY!!!

This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!Create your "front line of attack"on HIV-AIDs by starting websites,joining public sites such as facebook,blogging at blogger,& theres many other great sites for HIV+ peoples such as HIVTRIBE.COM .Tribe is a group of stuff like depression,addiction,& welcomes all who suffer from any of the aforementioned symptoms.My son is heartbroken as his GF left him & got preggers with his bud.Kinda makes me worry as i have been there before & know how it feels i am hoping he wont turn to the same shit i did to escape reality.I spent too long in the world of addiction,& dont want to go back to that ever again thanks!So today is overcast yet again,with only 1 day this week rising above 20c !Been a cool spring i would say.It certanly was one of the harshest winters i can remember in awhile.Well thats all for today except that i miss my family alot.i bid thee farewell & GODBLESS U & Keep U safe in your Journey's folks!!!

O.A.N. Leadership Training Right Direction -PHA's




This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!Talking about Ontario Aids Network's Leadership training Program-Steps in Right Direction=PHA's Say!!!
I AM REPUBLISHING THIS BECAUSE THE OAN NEEDS YOUR HELP IN THEIR MAILING CAMPAIGNE-GET INVOLVED TODAY!ANY & ALL DONATIONS TO THE ONTARIO AIDS NETWORK or ANY AIDS SERVICE ORG IS GREATLY APRECIATED & NEEDED BADLY!!!THOMAS EGDORF REMAINS TO BE MY HERO-HIS SELFLESSNESS & CONCERN FOR PHA'S in ONT REMAINED UNDEMINISHED-PLEASE HELP TOM TO HELP US HIV+ HUMAN BEINGS LEARN & GROW!JAMES JC GOUGH,SUDBURY ONT CANADA pha hiv-aids EDUCATION & awareness Speaker for Access Aids Sudbury!